To Be In Love…

April 25, 2012, 12:56 pm

To Be In Love…

Although I have gone beyond right or wrong
I have gone to what is pure and real.
With every breath I breathe, it tightens
At the beauty of knowing what it feels like

To be in love.
And, although the pain of being away from you
Is so overwhelmingly hard to bear
I have felt love,
I have held you,
I have touched you
With a touch that can only be felt
Or given with entire intensity
As the touch I’ve given to you, and the touch
You shared with me.
A thousand feelings engross me.
Feelings that are indescribable, yet, so fiercely strong,
And ruling to my very essence.
Should I have?
I can ask myself that a million times.
Should I have met you?
I thought that meeting you would free my
Desire for you
But it has only amplified the deepest love
That comes from within me, for you.
And yet, with all this love I feel inside
There is also a hidden sadness,
A sadness that promises no one tomorrow,
That leaves your heart open
With amazing clarity of want
But closed to know if it will ever be
Reunited again.
So with this I must tell you
That I have loved you
As I have never loved another.
I have shared not just my body
But who it is I am.
And no matter where our lives take us
You and I have been to a place that…
Is ours forever.
To be in love…

Filed under: Fantasy, Love, Passion, Relationships

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The Way You Make Me Feel…

April 25, 2012, 6:32 pm

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The Way You Make Me Feel…

I can’t believe the way you actually make me feel,
You make me so happy that I can’t believe it is real.
All the times when we talk you make me have a huge smile,
When we stop talking I still think of you for a long while.
I wish we could get closer because you make me feel great,
You make me smile early in the day and until it gets late.
It’s the things you say to me and the special looks on your face,
Since you make me so happy I have put you in a special place.
That place is my heart and there you will always be known,
I can’t wait until I talk to you on the computer or the phone.
You can make me smile from the way you walk or stand,
It’s the little things you do; I don’t know if you understand.
You are so sweet and beautiful I don’t believe your real,
I have to thank you for it all and that’s how you make me feel…

Filed under: Fantasy, Love, Passion, Relationships

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Timeless Wait…

April 28, 2012, 8:59 am

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Timeless Wait…

It is sunshine and a beautiful day outside,
Inside are faded memories and tears to hide.
There was once a beautiful home to stay,
Without any help could walk and find her way.
It was small , cozy house she once lived in,
Her world changed so fast never realized,
Was left here alone as if she made a sin.
But now for her all the roads lead here,
They think it is the best place for her to stay,
She would be better here and will get best care.
She survived the weather cold and rain,
Drag her feet on the sidewalk with a cane,
Would not complain anyone for her pain.
Sitting here she now knows she is dry,
No one see her pain and hear her cry .
She hears the laughter, giggling and joy,
The kids playing and cry for their toy.
Looking up in the sky she still has hopes,
The door will open some day she is assured,
She needs love, family and she is all cured…

Filed under: Despair, Love, Mother, Passion, Relationships

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Blessed Again…

April 30, 2012, 9:15 am

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Blessed Again…

In my life I am blessed again to love,
A beautiful kid sent from above.
I was living in a world of sorrows,
All fake, nothing good for tomorrow.
God heard me and took my pains away.
I have a beautiful reason now to stay.
With every beat of my heart I feel him,
He has a warmer place to now live in.
I am blessed with an amazing feeling,
I see angels smile at him while he is sleeping.
I see him talking to the angels by grace,
As I see a big smile on his cute face.
A sparkle in his eyes and tiny fingers,
I will hold to promise him my love and care.
He blessed me with my hand complete,
Four fingers I had and was missing a thumb.
My life is complete as he now calls me mom…

Filed under: Love, Mother, Relationships

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Heavenly Breeze…

May 2, 2012, 8:58 pm

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Heavenly Breeze…

Oh fragrant breeze…
You take me there
Where the sky bends,
To embrace the Earth.
Where in my eyes.
There is this beautiful
Heaven on the Earth.
Where from the valleys ,
The light smoke rises to the sky.
I know this heavenly place,
Is far from this world.
Where the springs are playing ,
A tender and soft music.
Where the silence is ,
Singing to this music.
Where there are clouds,
Dancing on the mountains.
I want to be there,
Where I have no fears.
Far away from this world,
I want to be there,
I feel peace here.
Where I am under,
The thick shaded tree.
The rays of the sun,
Peeping through,
To reach my face,
The evening smells,
Of fragrant flowers.
Where the bright moon is,
Longing to meet the moonlight.
I want to be there,
I feel peace here,
Here have no fears.
Far away from this world,
I want to be there…

Filed under: Fantasy, Nature, Self Reflection

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My Existence…

May 16, 2012, 7:08 am

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My Existence…

From the seed of love I grew up in an empty place,
Little I knew mom’s lap is the biggest grace.
I day I opened my eyes in this new world,
I saw an angel, your loving face my mom…
Without you I would not be existing,
You are my guardian showing me,
The way when I am drifting…
With your love and your touch,
I feel how blessed I am…
To make you happy always,
I will do what ever I can…

Filed under: Love, Mother

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Road’s End…

May 24, 2012, 7:53 am

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Road’s End…

This place is full of smoke and dark clouds,
I need to walk away from the noises so loud.
At the road’s end I see the grass so green,
Away from the land of pits and the world so mean.
I see the sun’s face so crimson and bright,
The birds resting on tress from the moon’s flight,
There is a fragrance scattered all over in the sphere,
That is the road’s end I like to be there…

Filed under: Nature

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Life Is Gifted…

May 24, 2012, 12:14 pm

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Life Is Gifted…

Life is gifted and so beautiful,
Magnificent qualities in each one of us.
At times we find ourselves useless,
But holding steady the times passes on.
We are born in the land of miracles,
Just have to believe and appreciate life and place…

Filed under: Spiritual

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Hope To Be Together…

May 30, 2012, 9:57 pm

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Hope To Be Together…

I think of you no matter what time or place,
Just a thought of you puts a smile on my face.
I like even when we talk so brief,
It is a hope to be together I keep.
It will be a very special day for us two,
As we both wish this and I trust in you.
My actions may not be suitable for you,
But it is all because I miss you and far from you.
I raise my hands at the end of the day to pray,
Asking for the best for us and to be with you one day…

Filed under: Fantasy, Love

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Garden Of Passion Flowers…

June 1, 2012, 12:37 pm

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Garden Of Passion Flowers…

Close your eyes and let me take you to a place,
A place so pure and divine where ecstasy embrace.
Let me take you to a garden where passion flowers grow,
You can touch their petals as your feelings overflows.
The fragrance of these flowers can explode your mind,
Giving you chills and shivers, a place of its own kind…

Filed under: Fantasy, Passion

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A Fire Inside…

June 3, 2012, 9:08 pm

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A Fire Inside…

One fire burns inside and one in my fire-place,
A desire burning inside like the leaping red flames.
One warms my soul and the other warms my skin,
One promises a warm night,
The other raise a desire to be one.
One lives on air and another ignites,
Again and again to turn into ashes of love…

Filed under: Fantasy, Passion

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God Chooses The Best…

June 18, 2012, 6:39 am

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God Chooses The Best…

There is no other who is so close to me,
After mom left us alone I feel more close to you.
Little fights here and there and lies ever told,
The truth is you are for me and I will be for you.
No one can take a place of our mom,
But I promise to take care all your needs from now.
Time made us grow so fast even though we are small,
Together we have to fight this tough life I want you to know.
I know one thing that life moves on for us,
There is no doubt that God always chooses the best for us…

Filed under: Despair, Fantasy, Love, Relationships

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Together We Belong…

June 20, 2012, 6:18 am

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Together We Belong…

The only one whom I know so close from years.
Is you my love, so close to my heart and so dear.
As each day passes by I love you more and more,
Together in this journey we have a lot in store.
This path will find us a new place where we belong,
A feeling of peace in each other’s arms singing a song…

Filed under: Love, Passion, Relationships

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Gifted You With My Love…

June 22, 2012, 8:07 am

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Gifted You With My Love…

As days goes by my thoughts are falling away,
Crawling in my bed my head sunken in my pillow.
My sleepy eyes when I close them I see your face,
In your arms I feel your love,warmth and cozy place.
Every pain you feel I want to take away with one touch,
The fears inside you I want to open my heart’s door to them.
I want you to soar like a white cloud so light in the sky,
Gifted you with my love now and for ever and with you always stand by…

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Your Mind The Voice Of Your Soul…

June 23, 2012, 9:32 pm

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Your Mind The Voice Of Your Soul…

Only one safe place we can go to you know,
Is your subconscious mind…
To get answers to all you need to know.
A peaceful and relaxing place of retreat,
It is a heavenly place non other can beat.
A place where you get to know yourself,
A place you will fall in love with ever.
You can cast off the shell of darkness,
To get wisdom and light to clean your mess.
Your just have to go deep in search of light,
A place that causes no alarm, no fears and fights.
A place where you will find your creator,
His light displaying your answers so clear.
You will know the reason why you came to earth,
A lot meaningful life He created by your birth.
Your true self growing with His other creations,
Your little mind hold a lot and voice your soul…

Filed under: Nature, Spiritual

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Final Ride…

July 3, 2012, 5:46 am

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Final Ride…

Like a wandering cloud,
I was lost to find my way.
The strong wind kept pushing me,
From one place to another.
I was wounded and lost,
Wanted to see my dreams come true.
Never giving my hopes,
I kept on walking without looking on the sides…
I was alone on the road and no one followed me,
Suddenly a hand from the clouds extended to me.
Make me sit with him on a white horse,
Still wondering if I should continue with him.
Perplexed, lost and confused in mind,
Passed all the road signs telling me to trust him,
Have faith in Him when He opens the door to you…

Filed under: Despair, Fantasy, Self Reflection, Spiritual

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I Am Graced…

July 10, 2012, 3:15 am

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I Am Graced…

I threw my love and dreams away,
The birds came and gathered them all.
It was my biggest mistake never to call
I could not even breathe without him…
I put my wings to fly,
Look for him over the mountains,
Over the cliff where sea gulls glide.
Could it be his place to hide…
Went over the wild sea and cruel waves,
Looked for him in the cold land of graves.
At this point I had tears in my eyes,
I could no longer fly high…
I heard him calling my name,
Look for me Pimmi in the gentle warm place.
More close to you than all these places,
In your heart I am graced to live there for ages…

Filed under: Fantasy, Love, Passion

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Will Pose A Fake Face…

July 13, 2012, 6:29 am

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Will Pose A Fake Face…

I would like to share a secret,
Buried deep inside me.
You wanted to know all this time,
But I had no courage to show.
The smile on my face is all fake,
My eyes so beautiful and sparkling once,
Speaks lies that all is in place.
I shut myself in my room at the end of the day,
Hiding my pain in all the best way.
No one can hear my silent sobs, or the cuts I make,
To fall in love is all what it takes.
But mom I never wanted you to worry,
Even though I am depressed…
Will pose a fake face that no one can tell…

Filed under: Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships

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Found You By The God’s Grace…

July 22, 2012, 9:02 pm

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Found You By The God’s Grace…

I remember the day when I first met you,
It was like all my dreams come true.
How could I forget this special spring day,
As it was you there for me in every way.
Every time you came around when I was down,
I didn’t wait too long and you there I found.
Forever and forever I put you in a place,
Where no one can find by the God’s grace…

Filed under: Fantasy, Love, Passion, Relationships

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You Made Me Feel So Special…

July 25, 2012, 9:20 am

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reason, alive,

You Made Me Feel So Special…

I felt so empty in life before I met you.
Before you walked in my life silently.
Your love absorbed deep inside me,
In my blood to the core of my heart.
It is so deep rooted now there,
That I cannot see myself away from you.
You made me feel my existence, my life,
Reason of my being there, a totally new experience.
You have a special place in my life and your love,
Made me feel so special about me being still alive…

Filed under: Fantasy, Love, Passion, Relationships

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The Seed Of Love Will Bloom One Day…

July 28, 2012, 9:15 am

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The Seed Of Love Will Bloom One Day…

Do not think about me as gone away,
Because my journey has just begun.
My life on this earth was just to see facts,
Some realities of live and how people act.
Just think of me now that I am resting in peace,
A place of warmth, comfort and to be at ease.
A place away from all the sorrows and the tears,
Where there are no counting of the days and the years.
Just think I came to color your heart with love,
Which you once got blessed from heaven above.
With the same loving heart now I know,
In future you will be able to see love more clear.
A day will come the seed of love I sowed in there,
Will bloom one day with its fragrance everywhere…

Filed under: Death, Despair, Love, Nature, Passion, Relationships

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Breaking All The Chains Of Link…

July 28, 2012, 10:45 am

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Breaking All The Chains Of Link…

It is all the memories I have now,
Some golden moments of life spent with you…
The million tears I cried all nights,
Were for your love which tried to drain my pain…
You filled a place in my heart,
Which makes me feel so special now when I part…
I will walk the path to heaven,
Breaking all the chains that will never link us again…

Filed under: Death, Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships

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What Made Me Love You?…

August 11, 2012, 3:29 pm

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What Made Me Love You?…

Being asked so many times,
What made me love you?
I explore my soul each time,
Unable to find an answer,
My words break and get lost somewhere…
Having no intentions,
The feelings cannot be ignored.
It finds its place inside to reside,
Giving me the most wonderful unseen feelings.
It makes me feel so special,
Giving a thought to this tiny existence of mine…

Filed under: Fantasy, Friendship, Love, Passion, Relationships

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Your Love I Felt To My Heart’s Core…

August 20, 2012, 9:00 pm

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Your Love I Felt To My Heart’s Core…

My love can go miles and miles far,
And as deep as the oceans are.
A true miracle in my life you are,
I put you at mountain height in my heart.
In you a best friend I found,
A special place I gave you in my heart to hide.
The sky is so full of shiny stars,
You are my brightest star so far.
Never knew what love is before,
Your love I felt to my heart’s core…

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A Smile From Him To Me…

December 5, 2012, 7:05 am

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A Smile From Him To Me…

I never told you that…
I saw God smiled at me,
When He brought you to me.
Your innocence and warm love,
Your open arms to hug me…
You made a very special place,
In my heart and my life to be…
Any small thing that you do for me,
Makes me feel so much special…
I am glad I was blessed with a smile,
From Him to you and from you to me…

Filed under: Fantasy, Love, Mother, Passion, Relationships, Self Reflection

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You Left Me…

January 3, 2013, 4:08 pm

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You Left Me…

You left me…
It came to me as a surprise.
Few days I was gone,
And you found someone else on the side.
A new friend to trust,
And a new friend to confide…
I know that someone special isn’t me,
And no matter how much I try,
I could not be she…
Somewhere inside me I find you there,
Which the world could not, but I could hear…
A place which I gave you,
Will never be shared…
All the beautiful memories and the times we shared,
Will be locked in, even though you really never cared.
Silly arguments and stupid fights,
All the laughs and each time I cried…
All that built up over the time will never part,
Your love will always beat in my heart…

Filed under: Despair, Friendship, Love, Relationships

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Nostalgic Flight…

January 4, 2013, 9:00 pm

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Nostalgic Flight…

You came from a distant land,
To my thoughts, a heap of sand.
Are you my friend, companion or a soul mate?
Or may be nothing as at my age it is too late…
Your love nurtured the seed buried under,
It blossomed with shower of love and thunder.
Emotions flowed with beautiful songs,
Came finally to a place where I belonged.
Your love makes me take a nostalgic flight,
And I see you singing my songs in the moonlight…

Filed under: Fantasy, Friendship, Love, Passion, Relationships

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My Dreams On Butterfly Wings…

January 11, 2013, 9:00 pm

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My Dreams On Butterfly Wings…

Sitting at the same place where I met you,
I wish everyday that my wish would come true.
Butterflies come from far and whispers in my ears,
Wishing you the same sunshine and hold no fears.
A touch of His hands and blessings is all I pray,
To bless you with strength, tranquility and love your way…
I leave my hopes and desires on these butterfly wings,
Believing they are in God’s hands who looks after all the things…

Filed under: Fantasy, Friendship, Love, Nature, Passion, Relationships, Spiritual

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His Blessing Live In Our Heart…

January 13, 2013, 10:41 pm

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His Blessing Live In Our Heart…

His blessings are so many,
Very hard to start and put an end…
A beautiful family to begin,
To cheer you and to defend…
See you walking the path of fame,
Wishing you success in every way…
In this journey of life,
You meet more friends walking by…
Some just pass by like the wind,
And some stand by your side…
It becomes hard to number them,
Or give them any name…
The blessings are countless,
So hard to even start…
They all hold a special place in our heart…

Filed under: Family, Friendship, Love, Nature, Passion, Relationships, Spiritual

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Tiny Toes Will Follow Me…

January 28, 2013, 9:01 pm

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Tiny Toes Will Follow Me…

As you were growing big,
I grew smaller like you…
Laughed at your innocent talks,
Those capturing smiles on your lips…
Held you close to my chest,
A warm place for you to rest…
The depth of my passion,
Grew greater and greater every day…
Chased you everywhere,
Tried to follow your tiny toes…
I already can see you growing,
To follow my feet one day…
My closest friend you will be,
In me always your trust would be…

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A Moment That Kills The Music In The Air…

May 13, 2013, 4:52 pm

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A Moment That Kills The Music In The Air…

It started all over again,
No matter how much I try,
It still leaves me in a pain…
Always spent more and more time,
Never thought of making up excuses,
And always thought you as part on my life…
Sweet rain pours on me when you are with me,
The loving words from your mouth echoes in my ears,
So soothing as they create a music in the air…
Frustrated it gets to a point,
When you come with a bunch of harsh tones,
Hammering my head and killing me inside…
Creating a moment for me to run away,
A place that would be so far and quiet,
Where no one can find me and from all I hide…

Filed under: Despair, Fantasy, Friendship, Love, Mother, Passion, Relationships

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My Heart Knows Your Love Is True…

May 17, 2013, 10:04 pm

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My Heart Knows Your Love Is True…

The perfect rose it means a lot to me,
Holding her in my arms…
Would like to show her world’s charm.
She will bloom with me my precious flower,
And will see His Mighty power…
The day He put your hand in mine,
I know you will be mine till the end of time…
I cannot think a day without you,
In my heart I know your love is true…
Where would time place me in future?
I do not know…
But my love for you is true,
That time will show…

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My Mother’s Lap…

May 18, 2013, 5:39 pm

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My Mother’s Lap…

The coziest place is my mother’s lap,
A place so safe where no one can harm me…
A broken heart and the soul in pain,
Get healed in my mother’s lap…
The fears and the storms in the heart,
Subsides in my mother’s lap…
Suffering from fever and body ache,
Gets comforted in my mother’s lap…
Those sleepless nights and tossing in bed,
Can put me to sleep in my mother’s lap…
To get the world’s best blessings,
Is my mother’s lap…

Filed under: Family, Love, Mother, Passion, Relationships

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Drive To A Vacuum…

September 8, 2013, 7:57 am

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Drive To A Vacuum…

I believe when the time is finally there…
You do not want to laugh or cry,
To talk to someone or to smile…
Your mind gets numb,
Your blood freezes in your veins,
And your emotions go to sleep for good…
A feeling in a shell,
Which soon will close to all the images,
Driving you to a vacuum,
A place which no one can tell…

Filed under: Death, Despair, Fantasy, Love, Spiritual

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A Vacuum In The End…

May 15, 2014, 5:36 pm

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A Vacuum In The End…

The moments I wait,
With a desire you will be there…

Somewhere in my heart I fear,
Finding me worthless you might push me away...

If it ever happens the same for real,
It will push me in the darkness there…

A place you will never know,
A place that you cannot find me there…

You will be left in the end,
With a vacuum that could not be mended…

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The Only Red Rose On A Bush…

August 15, 2012, 9:00 pm

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The Only Red Rose On A Bush…

I am walking on the same path,
Which was once full of green leaves.
But now I am kicking the dried leaves
To find any green leaf that witnessed our love.
The place is so cold and quiet, no whistling of breeze,
Maybe our warm love is still hiding under these dry leaves.
My search will never give up to find that dry bush,
That witnessed our love with that only one red rose on it…